Sakit… bila kita tak boleh nak kawal perasaan.
Sakit… bila tak boleh nak sujud dengan sempurna.
Sakit… bila iman dirasa semakin hari semakin berkurang.
Sakit… bila minda diserang dengan something unwanted.
Sakit… bila hati diserang namun iman tak cukup kuat untuk menjadi benteng.
Rasulullah saw. bersabda, “Sesiapa yang mengucapkan La Haula Wala Quwwata illa billah, maka ia akan menjadi ubat kepada 99 penyakit, yang paling ringan adalah kebimbangan”. (HR Tabrani)


Namun hamba, ini salah siapa?
Salah diri ini sendiri.
Kenapa kau menzalimi dirimu sendiri wahai hamba?
Kerana diri ini lemah… *sigh*

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I tend to think alot, about what should have been said, about what should have been done.Often, you will find me staring into spaces but that's just me. I dont like to show my sadness and i tried not to break down in front of any beings that i know of simply cos i realized, it doesnt get better.When you see those tears in my eyes, that's when you know i really cant keep up with the facade any longer.Im not someone who opens up easily to people but when i do, its because i trust you. I dont know how to be a good friend but i promise i will be there like how a friend should be.

Sometimes, my actions, my sayings, my words, can be really unpredictable but that's when i really really meant what was said. I am surrounded with beautiful souls but at times, i prefer being alone.I am hard to read, like a plain old boring novel with a one word tittle on that front cover. This what makes most people gave up on knowing the real me. Im trying to be a better muslimah insyaAllah yet im still far from behind. This just me; ▶Nur Khalidah Jasmani◀;

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