I haven’t let go of some of my issues. I don’t feel complete as a person yet..
i don't know why some days i feel like that.
i dont know how to handle all this. its too much.Like. boom. suddenly,all coming to me all at once.
When nights befall, thats when my thought came alive and its eating me and i keep praying.

i just want to forget what i've left behind.
Every now and then,the thoughts still lingers on my mind.

shot down
and crash.
must be happy. must be happy. forget about the things that hurt u. forget about the ppl that hurt u. must be happy. always.

Current Mood: thankful

I tend to think alot, about what should have been said, about what should have been done.Often, you will find me staring into spaces but that's just me. I dont like to show my sadness and i tried not to break down in front of any beings that i know of simply cos i realized, it doesnt get better.When you see those tears in my eyes, that's when you know i really cant keep up with the facade any longer.Im not someone who opens up easily to people but when i do, its because i trust you. I dont know how to be a good friend but i promise i will be there like how a friend should be.

Sometimes, my actions, my sayings, my words, can be really unpredictable but that's when i really really meant what was said. I am surrounded with beautiful souls but at times, i prefer being alone.I am hard to read, like a plain old boring novel with a one word tittle on that front cover. This what makes most people gave up on knowing the real me. Im trying to be a better muslimah insyaAllah yet im still far from behind. This just me; ▶Nur Khalidah Jasmani◀;

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