Timecheck: 8am. I just had a dream n i dun feel like going back to sleep. A very mundane yet somewhat intriguing, dreaming about someone who was once my schoolmate 13 years ago. I feel weird because all this while i've forgot this guy exist. You know how as u grow up, u tend to easily lose the images of people in your mind who once crossed your path especially when he or she doesnt really make an impact in your life whatsoever. He wasnt that significant person to me either. Just the normal schoolmate, diff class some more so i was quite taken aback when he of all people came to my dream today.

Its funny cause usually when u dream of a person, its always the " you miss tt person so much" reasons and you keep thinking of he/she and this replays and printed on your mind like a broken record again n again before you finally be able to sleep hence sampai terbawa-bawa kat ur mimpi.. but i wasnt EVEN THINKING OF HIM! hmm

But it wasnt a bad dream though. I cant rmmber the full details but he was smiling and seems happy.. what's thaat got to do with me? as far as i remembered, i dun feel like i was inside my dream. its more to watching other ppl, what they r doin, what they r feeling. Once, i had a bad dream about an accident: riding. I feel like my body was experiencing the pain, not so crucial till i cry or what. just a lil pain. but then i realised it wasnt me. It was just a fast short one and i cant figure out the images of that people in my dream. Maybe i've been watching too much tv shows. :(

May Allah protect us. Amin.
In the name of Allah, the Most Beneficent, the Most Merciful;

Allah! There is no God save Him, the Alive, the Eternal. Neither slumber nor sleep overtaketh Him. Unto Him belongeth whatsoever is in the heavens and whatsoever is in the earth. Who is he that intercedeth with Him save by His leave? He knoweth that which is in front of them and that which is behind them, while they encompass nothing of His knowledge save what He will. His throne includeth the heavens and the earth, and He is never weary of preserving them. He is the Sublime, the Tremendous

till then,

I tend to think alot, about what should have been said, about what should have been done.Often, you will find me staring into spaces but that's just me. I dont like to show my sadness and i tried not to break down in front of any beings that i know of simply cos i realized, it doesnt get better.When you see those tears in my eyes, that's when you know i really cant keep up with the facade any longer.Im not someone who opens up easily to people but when i do, its because i trust you. I dont know how to be a good friend but i promise i will be there like how a friend should be.

Sometimes, my actions, my sayings, my words, can be really unpredictable but that's when i really really meant what was said. I am surrounded with beautiful souls but at times, i prefer being alone.I am hard to read, like a plain old boring novel with a one word tittle on that front cover. This what makes most people gave up on knowing the real me. Im trying to be a better muslimah insyaAllah yet im still far from behind. This just me; ▶Nur Khalidah Jasmani◀;

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