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Posted Sunday, November 20, 2011 //
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 Im homesick even though im at home.. There's this bomb in my heart ticking away and its just waiting for the right time to explode i miss them so much. i miss them a lot. and i know i will make them worried if i said i keep missing them so i didnt. eveytime they called, i have to be strong and we talked in a rush without saying much bout homesick and loneliness and such... and this is the most worst feeling i have ever felt since then; ◀ RECENT ENTRIES | HOME | OLDER ENTRIES ▶ |
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 I tend to think alot, about what should have been said, about what should have been done.Often, you will find me staring into spaces but that's just me. I dont like to show my sadness and i tried not to break down in front of any beings that i know of simply cos i realized, it doesnt get better.When you see those tears in my eyes, that's when you know i really cant keep up with the facade any longer.Im not someone who opens up easily to people but when i do, its because i trust you. I dont know how to be a good friend but i promise i will be there like how a friend should be.
Sometimes, my actions, my sayings, my words, can be really unpredictable but that's when i really really meant what was said. I am surrounded with beautiful souls but at times, i prefer being alone.I am hard to read, like a plain old boring novel with a one word tittle on that front cover. This what makes most people gave up on knowing the real me. Im trying to be a better muslimah insyaAllah yet im still far from behind. This just me; 
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