It feels good to be able to eat the rice you cook with your sister after a whole afternoon eating mee goreng followed by maggi cup then. I feel like im somewhat in a refugee camp everytime im eating the maggi cup. Always, all the time.okie scratch that. Im desperately in the learning process of cooking. heeh.

I remembered talking with two of the fyp guys over this cooking issue. And then i concluded i prefer baking then cooking. Still is.

This week i feel like a loner staying home watching two movies. On the tv and on the net. One is Anjaana Anjaani and another one is Nur Kasih the movie.Months ago, i wanted to watch this nur kasih but i wasnt able to do that because of time constraints. Or maybe because im just finding excuses because im too lazy to find the link on the net or maybe because im so the malas nak keluarkan duit beli movie ticket heh. Such awesome nice tear-jerker movie. I'd finally be able to cross that one off my wish list.


Nothing much happened this week.
Till then;

I tend to think alot, about what should have been said, about what should have been done.Often, you will find me staring into spaces but that's just me. I dont like to show my sadness and i tried not to break down in front of any beings that i know of simply cos i realized, it doesnt get better.When you see those tears in my eyes, that's when you know i really cant keep up with the facade any longer.Im not someone who opens up easily to people but when i do, its because i trust you. I dont know how to be a good friend but i promise i will be there like how a friend should be.

Sometimes, my actions, my sayings, my words, can be really unpredictable but that's when i really really meant what was said. I am surrounded with beautiful souls but at times, i prefer being alone.I am hard to read, like a plain old boring novel with a one word tittle on that front cover. This what makes most people gave up on knowing the real me. Im trying to be a better muslimah insyaAllah yet im still far from behind. This just me; ▶Nur Khalidah Jasmani◀;

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