Its entirely a different thing having to go shopping using ur hard earned money; just feels great and heart-wrenching all at the same time.Tapi tak boleh dinafikan macam bestlah kan dapat beli bnyk barang yg selama ni selalu nak tapi tak dapat heh. I wanted to save money so that i could at least turned my dreams into reality.Siapa taknak? heeh

Spent my sunday resting and crafting.


ANDDD i know. i know. my recent post... all of that.. is just so depressing and confusing all at the same time but here's some reassurrance from me to you.im fine, not really good, arent feeling great either but my happiness level is alhamdulilah just fine.

Dont worry.

I tend to think alot, about what should have been said, about what should have been done.Often, you will find me staring into spaces but that's just me. I dont like to show my sadness and i tried not to break down in front of any beings that i know of simply cos i realized, it doesnt get better.When you see those tears in my eyes, that's when you know i really cant keep up with the facade any longer.Im not someone who opens up easily to people but when i do, its because i trust you. I dont know how to be a good friend but i promise i will be there like how a friend should be.

Sometimes, my actions, my sayings, my words, can be really unpredictable but that's when i really really meant what was said. I am surrounded with beautiful souls but at times, i prefer being alone.I am hard to read, like a plain old boring novel with a one word tittle on that front cover. This what makes most people gave up on knowing the real me. Im trying to be a better muslimah insyaAllah yet im still far from behind. This just me; ▶Nur Khalidah Jasmani◀;

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