Oh Allah, I told You: I’m in pain, You said: 'Do not despair of the mercy of Allah’ (Q.39:53)

I told You: nobody knows what is in my heart; You said: ‘Verily, in the remembrance of Allah do hearts find rest’ (Q.13:2…8)

I confided: many people hurt me; You said: ‘So pardon them and ask forgiveness for them’ (Q.3:159)

I let You know: I feel alone; You said: ‘We are closer to him [man] than [his] jugular vein’ (Q.50:16)

I confessed: My sins are so many; You said: ‘And who can forgive sins except Allah?’ (Q.3:135)

I pleaded: do not leave me; You said: ‘so remember Me; I will remember you…’ (Q.2:152)

I complained: I’m facing a lot of difficulties in life; You said: ‘And whoever fears Allah, He will make for him a way out’ (Q.65:2)

I told You: O Lord I need hope; You said: ‘Indeed, with hardship [will come] ease.’ (Q.94:6)

I confided to You: I have many dreams that I want to come true; You said: ‘Call upon Me; I will respond to you.‘ (Q.40:60)

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I tend to think alot, about what should have been said, about what should have been done.Often, you will find me staring into spaces but that's just me. I dont like to show my sadness and i tried not to break down in front of any beings that i know of simply cos i realized, it doesnt get better.When you see those tears in my eyes, that's when you know i really cant keep up with the facade any longer.Im not someone who opens up easily to people but when i do, its because i trust you. I dont know how to be a good friend but i promise i will be there like how a friend should be.

Sometimes, my actions, my sayings, my words, can be really unpredictable but that's when i really really meant what was said. I am surrounded with beautiful souls but at times, i prefer being alone.I am hard to read, like a plain old boring novel with a one word tittle on that front cover. This what makes most people gave up on knowing the real me. Im trying to be a better muslimah insyaAllah yet im still far from behind. This just me; ▶Nur Khalidah Jasmani◀;

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