Why is it so easy for me to pour out all those words and advices to a fren of mine rather than me following my own's.. It seems that what he is going through now was once what i have gone through.I did what i did. I said all the things i should have said. i hope. And i hope he's doing fine now and may he dapat petunjuk soon, but when it comes to my own problem, i just cant analyze the situation. i just cant heed my own advices. Is it because the situation is different? or it is just me?

im not sombong.
im not.

i just..

i don't like all this.
any of this;

I tend to think alot, about what should have been said, about what should have been done.Often, you will find me staring into spaces but that's just me. I dont like to show my sadness and i tried not to break down in front of any beings that i know of simply cos i realized, it doesnt get better.When you see those tears in my eyes, that's when you know i really cant keep up with the facade any longer.Im not someone who opens up easily to people but when i do, its because i trust you. I dont know how to be a good friend but i promise i will be there like how a friend should be.

Sometimes, my actions, my sayings, my words, can be really unpredictable but that's when i really really meant what was said. I am surrounded with beautiful souls but at times, i prefer being alone.I am hard to read, like a plain old boring novel with a one word tittle on that front cover. This what makes most people gave up on knowing the real me. Im trying to be a better muslimah insyaAllah yet im still far from behind. This just me; ▶Nur Khalidah Jasmani◀;

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