Once in awhile, its nice to be like a tourist with ur girlfriends by your side, explore the mother nature and just go back to history. Discover the origins of people and places within. I was afraid i couldnt really enjoy myself while i was there but to be on top of the merlion thingy and just look down at the scenery.. that's itself is just so breathtaking and satisfying hehe. Finally one thought out of the many things i've been thinking of doing crossed out of the list.

That day was a slacky rushing casual day. I wore something as if im going to work minus the shoe of course. Finally look like my age? yay? haah. All along i thought we were going to take the luge and skyride but because the weather wasnt looking as fine, we skip that and just go wherever our feet landed too. k kidding. Like always, Sasya's our personal tourguide hee. Of cos i missed the times when all our cliques were tgt but yesterday, just with the girls.. heart to heart talk.. it felt so right.

I tend to think alot, about what should have been said, about what should have been done.Often, you will find me staring into spaces but that's just me. I dont like to show my sadness and i tried not to break down in front of any beings that i know of simply cos i realized, it doesnt get better.When you see those tears in my eyes, that's when you know i really cant keep up with the facade any longer.Im not someone who opens up easily to people but when i do, its because i trust you. I dont know how to be a good friend but i promise i will be there like how a friend should be.

Sometimes, my actions, my sayings, my words, can be really unpredictable but that's when i really really meant what was said. I am surrounded with beautiful souls but at times, i prefer being alone.I am hard to read, like a plain old boring novel with a one word tittle on that front cover. This what makes most people gave up on knowing the real me. Im trying to be a better muslimah insyaAllah yet im still far from behind. This just me; ▶Nur Khalidah Jasmani◀;

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