It's like all of the bad stuff that you had to go through, that you hated along the way;
the people who disappoint you, the people who say one thing but ended up doing different thing in the end..

those lies, those deceptions..


"If someone hurts you, betrays you, or breaks your heart, forgive them, for they have helped you learn about trust and the importance of being cautious when you open your heart. If someone loves you, love them back unconditionally, not only because they love you, but because in a way, they are teaching you to love and how to open your heart and eyes to things."

Everything that had just happened.. after years and years of being stubborn and still failed in telling who's being sincere and who's not.. who's really can accept you as you are and who's not..  has make me realised that there's a reason why things are the way they are..but still, I would like to believe that there's good in everyone's being, even you.


no matter what, I’ll forever be thankful that someone like you was brought into my life, because your presence is enough to teach me a lesson..



 i lost faith in this, again;

I tend to think alot, about what should have been said, about what should have been done.Often, you will find me staring into spaces but that's just me. I dont like to show my sadness and i tried not to break down in front of any beings that i know of simply cos i realized, it doesnt get better.When you see those tears in my eyes, that's when you know i really cant keep up with the facade any longer.Im not someone who opens up easily to people but when i do, its because i trust you. I dont know how to be a good friend but i promise i will be there like how a friend should be.

Sometimes, my actions, my sayings, my words, can be really unpredictable but that's when i really really meant what was said. I am surrounded with beautiful souls but at times, i prefer being alone.I am hard to read, like a plain old boring novel with a one word tittle on that front cover. This what makes most people gave up on knowing the real me. Im trying to be a better muslimah insyaAllah yet im still far from behind. This just me; ▶Nur Khalidah Jasmani◀;

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