Since i always went out on a saturday almost this few weeks.. as early as 11am only to reach home before maghrib, i decided to not went out today. I felt like baking,just a simple brownie. Stay home and maybe watched TV or something.That's what i thought. That's what i planned. But u know how sometime things changed. haah. I did managed to bake for the sisters. Did housework and all that women chores.. Rushing like mad before my mum comes back. All 3 of us. I hate it when she reached home and the house's in a mess and who else will kena other than me. her. and her haha.

BUT Yes i went out after taking a short nap. A big sigh and because there's sale i couldnt resist it. Been a long time since i bought clothes for myself. k alasan but still yeah.. so cheap and TER-beli hp cover again. at pasar malam. omyy cheap bargains haah

Lilah.. she's different. She's more like a big sister. She will control everything that i bought. i need her in my life and maybe the reason why she is my twin. Kadang kadang keluar ngan dier boring haha cos she didnt buy anything other than food food and yes food. But with her by my side, my $$ in bank is safely secured. :)

Alhamdulilah.

I tend to think alot, about what should have been said, about what should have been done.Often, you will find me staring into spaces but that's just me. I dont like to show my sadness and i tried not to break down in front of any beings that i know of simply cos i realized, it doesnt get better.When you see those tears in my eyes, that's when you know i really cant keep up with the facade any longer.Im not someone who opens up easily to people but when i do, its because i trust you. I dont know how to be a good friend but i promise i will be there like how a friend should be.

Sometimes, my actions, my sayings, my words, can be really unpredictable but that's when i really really meant what was said. I am surrounded with beautiful souls but at times, i prefer being alone.I am hard to read, like a plain old boring novel with a one word tittle on that front cover. This what makes most people gave up on knowing the real me. Im trying to be a better muslimah insyaAllah yet im still far from behind. This just me; ▶Nur Khalidah Jasmani◀;

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