To think back,it feels good to be alive. For whatever bad things that has been happenning, whatever sadness or unhappiness that's been surrounding me, all the good things came back; maybe in not the same form but nonetheless, the good things is there if one's willing to look around. Im alive and that's all that matters..

Dropped by Admiralty park just now and just hangout with Fatin for an hour or so. I really want to knock my head right now cos i've lived there for like a decade and yet i've never lepak there before. Feels good enjoying the nature. Feels blessful.


I guess im ready for next week. May Allah bless us all. Amin.
Till then;

I tend to think alot, about what should have been said, about what should have been done.Often, you will find me staring into spaces but that's just me. I dont like to show my sadness and i tried not to break down in front of any beings that i know of simply cos i realized, it doesnt get better.When you see those tears in my eyes, that's when you know i really cant keep up with the facade any longer.Im not someone who opens up easily to people but when i do, its because i trust you. I dont know how to be a good friend but i promise i will be there like how a friend should be.

Sometimes, my actions, my sayings, my words, can be really unpredictable but that's when i really really meant what was said. I am surrounded with beautiful souls but at times, i prefer being alone.I am hard to read, like a plain old boring novel with a one word tittle on that front cover. This what makes most people gave up on knowing the real me. Im trying to be a better muslimah insyaAllah yet im still far from behind. This just me; ▶Nur Khalidah Jasmani◀;

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