Fren: "Other things..
Things that people did to me and yet i kept quiet..
Things that i have been keeping to myself even if its not my fault..
Things that people do to make me look bad but its actually their fault..
People keep on stepping on my head and yet i kept quiet.."

Me: "I feel you. This is life..Jangan sedih-sedih k. Just stay away from the bad company.. not worth of your friendship..Remember one thing, you can be nice to everyone but when you are down, do they even notice it? When you are in need of help, do they even bother to help you? Everyone is out to get to themselves. Just watch your back ok, not everyone is sincere.. Sometimes the only solution is to stop whatever you have been doing now.. just stop being nice.. And for once, be selfish.."

Sometimes i wish i could take my own advice. Be strong my dear fren, be strong;

I tend to think alot, about what should have been said, about what should have been done.Often, you will find me staring into spaces but that's just me. I dont like to show my sadness and i tried not to break down in front of any beings that i know of simply cos i realized, it doesnt get better.When you see those tears in my eyes, that's when you know i really cant keep up with the facade any longer.Im not someone who opens up easily to people but when i do, its because i trust you. I dont know how to be a good friend but i promise i will be there like how a friend should be.

Sometimes, my actions, my sayings, my words, can be really unpredictable but that's when i really really meant what was said. I am surrounded with beautiful souls but at times, i prefer being alone.I am hard to read, like a plain old boring novel with a one word tittle on that front cover. This what makes most people gave up on knowing the real me. Im trying to be a better muslimah insyaAllah yet im still far from behind. This just me; ▶Nur Khalidah Jasmani◀;

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