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Posted Sunday, October 23, 2011 //
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Just another planless weekend. Now that the routine has starts i feel like ajsghadbghdbsdkm. My parents already warned me not to go out this wkend since they will be expecting visitors and we have to help out in the kitchen. True enough. But i cant seem to sit still at home.. house chores is a never ending tasks.. Sunday came and it rained and i feel so comfortably blessful with the weather that i decided to drag lilah to go snack shopping with me. The end result-Horror since i spent quite a lot just on junk foods itself. I saw this lace sticky tape and flowery one and i grabbed it along. Sebenarnya nak decorate my room and notebook and stuffs but end up i became lazy. see lah.. manusia zaman sekarang.. heeeh.    im trying not to show my sadness and worriness but im scared.. stories are stories after all right? im left with one more week to spend time with them And now,when it comes to work.. i feel sucha noob. so damn blur :( Hope everything went well for us in time to come. InsyaAllah Amin. ◀ RECENT ENTRIES | HOME | OLDER ENTRIES ▶ |
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 I tend to think alot, about what should have been said, about what should have been done.Often, you will find me staring into spaces but that's just me. I dont like to show my sadness and i tried not to break down in front of any beings that i know of simply cos i realized, it doesnt get better.When you see those tears in my eyes, that's when you know i really cant keep up with the facade any longer.Im not someone who opens up easily to people but when i do, its because i trust you. I dont know how to be a good friend but i promise i will be there like how a friend should be.
Sometimes, my actions, my sayings, my words, can be really unpredictable but that's when i really really meant what was said. I am surrounded with beautiful souls but at times, i prefer being alone.I am hard to read, like a plain old boring novel with a one word tittle on that front cover. This what makes most people gave up on knowing the real me. Im trying to be a better muslimah insyaAllah yet im still far from behind. This just me; 
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