So much sadness exist today. When you are so comfortable with that someone dear to you and everyday you become closer and closer to her only to bid farewell one fine day again. That day came and stole her away from us. She has been the nicest foreign student all this while. The nicest and the sweetest. Im going to miss her knocking at my fishtank lab, im going to miss her "scolding" me for not finishing my food, im going to miss her when she doesnt understand what we were talking.. all this littlest things..

She's probably inside the plane now. :( Saying goodbye. Its the hardest thing to do of all. i realised it too long ago. Whatever it may be, i wish Lena all the best in life!

I tend to think alot, about what should have been said, about what should have been done.Often, you will find me staring into spaces but that's just me. I dont like to show my sadness and i tried not to break down in front of any beings that i know of simply cos i realized, it doesnt get better.When you see those tears in my eyes, that's when you know i really cant keep up with the facade any longer.Im not someone who opens up easily to people but when i do, its because i trust you. I dont know how to be a good friend but i promise i will be there like how a friend should be.

Sometimes, my actions, my sayings, my words, can be really unpredictable but that's when i really really meant what was said. I am surrounded with beautiful souls but at times, i prefer being alone.I am hard to read, like a plain old boring novel with a one word tittle on that front cover. This what makes most people gave up on knowing the real me. Im trying to be a better muslimah insyaAllah yet im still far from behind. This just me; ▶Nur Khalidah Jasmani◀;

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