Kadang-kadang, when we cant get what we want, we tend to get angry, frustrated, tak kisahlah apa pun but all that negative things will be there storming your way. Just one pathetic sec 3 maths question involving law of indices is enough to make my head explode and bawl my eyes out. Almost hilang sabar. Maybe its too long ago. Maybe my brain's gettin rusty. Or maybe cause there's something wrong with the qns. i dont know. But what i know is that i can give 101 excuses but without even trying, the answer wont be there, magically appearing in front of your eyes. encouragement. understanding. i need all this.

Same goes to other things that exist in our daily life. i cant keep running away. But then again, i could have done all this. Provided im running to the right way. Yang penting, nawaitu and ikhtiar. InsyaAllah. Things will be fine. For the sake of Allah.

I tend to think alot, about what should have been said, about what should have been done.Often, you will find me staring into spaces but that's just me. I dont like to show my sadness and i tried not to break down in front of any beings that i know of simply cos i realized, it doesnt get better.When you see those tears in my eyes, that's when you know i really cant keep up with the facade any longer.Im not someone who opens up easily to people but when i do, its because i trust you. I dont know how to be a good friend but i promise i will be there like how a friend should be.

Sometimes, my actions, my sayings, my words, can be really unpredictable but that's when i really really meant what was said. I am surrounded with beautiful souls but at times, i prefer being alone.I am hard to read, like a plain old boring novel with a one word tittle on that front cover. This what makes most people gave up on knowing the real me. Im trying to be a better muslimah insyaAllah yet im still far from behind. This just me; ▶Nur Khalidah Jasmani◀;

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