ONE; Reading has been my favourite past time eversince young. Its this unavoidable habits of mine that always makes me tired the very next day for i will stay up quite late till 2am burried under the books accompanied with only the dim light from my faithful hp. I used to be attracted to the colourful cover. Now, i dont have all the time in the world to do that.

TWO; Having a twin is blessed indeed. But i always wondered how does it feel like to be just you, just an individual.. because everywhere i go, people always referred us as twin. Even so, i dont like it when we wear the same colour and the same type of clothing. Wanna know something? We used to like the same guy back then when we were kid but i backed out eventually. haha, sigh childish love. okie wait! Its not even love!

THREE; I have this unique name. Nur means light. Khalidah means everlasting. But now that people always called my twin lilah, they called me lidah but little did they know that that means tongue in malay language. Im not offended if they were chinese though. Back then in primary sch, there's this boy who always teased me calling me that and i just feel like punching him. Every time. All the time. Annoying.

FOUR; I've always have this thought to run away. To go to some place where no one knows me except my loved ones.To go to a place where i can get closer to Him. To a place where i can start all over again.

FIVE; Im actually scared of falling in love. I just wanted someone who is sincere in knowing me. Someone who can accept my inner self more than my outer self. Someone who love Him more than anything else. Where are you?

I tend to think alot, about what should have been said, about what should have been done.Often, you will find me staring into spaces but that's just me. I dont like to show my sadness and i tried not to break down in front of any beings that i know of simply cos i realized, it doesnt get better.When you see those tears in my eyes, that's when you know i really cant keep up with the facade any longer.Im not someone who opens up easily to people but when i do, its because i trust you. I dont know how to be a good friend but i promise i will be there like how a friend should be.

Sometimes, my actions, my sayings, my words, can be really unpredictable but that's when i really really meant what was said. I am surrounded with beautiful souls but at times, i prefer being alone.I am hard to read, like a plain old boring novel with a one word tittle on that front cover. This what makes most people gave up on knowing the real me. Im trying to be a better muslimah insyaAllah yet im still far from behind. This just me; ▶Nur Khalidah Jasmani◀;

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